Chapter 5: Let it go self;

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Go for it. Whether it ends good or bad, it was an experience."
Life was really kicking me down these days but I've learned every fall i take and every stand i do everything has a reason why it happened. I didn't expected what will happen to me in this year 2018. I didn't expected after the recovery of my depression there will be another battle, a battle to move-on to things which broke me and made me miserable and questioned my worth. I'm not yet ready to face those problems but I'm trying to be positive and looking forward to be better as soon as i could. i prayed everyday to not put hate on my heart but rather accept and still love those persons who became a lesson.

But My heart and my mind was still stuck with the question WHY?...
I hope that better days ahead still and forget what had happened.
Neeeeeeedd looong hugs right now plus missing my family. :(

To dearest self, Let it go. It's okay not to be okay sometimes too. You are becoming stronger day by day. Better days are coming!! Good luck self and rest if you can. Enjoy the days ahead of you too.i know you can do it and God will never leave you and never forget to love!💛💛💛 xx


12:29AM Bolton Landing, New York